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Faded Line

Mon Jan 5, 2009, 6:15 PM

Hey Guys,

Wanted to share a community I'm starting for a friend with you. It's called Faded Line, and it's a camming community. You can discuss everything related to cams, as well as off topic things such as gaming, forum games, role playing, artwork, literature, etc. My friend will take over once it hits 25 members, and it's going to be a fairly nice community, so check it out.

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Current Residence: Stem, North Carolina
Interests: Gaming, Photography, Graphic Design, Computer Programming
Favourite movie: Cloverfield
Favourite band or musician: Three Doors Down and Creed
Favourite genre of music: Rock
Favourite style of art: Grunge
Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Wallpaper of choice: Bungie's Super Intendent Wallpaper
Favourite game: Halo
Favourite gaming platform: Xbox
Personal Quote: And the angels fell to earth, shattering all hope of passing on to heaven.
Tools of the Trade: Photoshop

Website: http://forums.slforums.co.cc
Email: chris.noble.hawkins@gmail.com
AIM: spblinding
MSN: shadowrepublicclan@hotmail.com
Yahoo: shadikkudotcom
Skype: blinding.tears

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~Jaicei

Mar 25, 2009, 2:53:51 PM

We always seem to fall out of touch. How's it going? c:

Is Spotlight still on the way?

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~0047AB

Mar 28, 2009, 10:32:36 PM

I could be doing a lot better, but I could be doing a lot worse. Fell for this girl I know, she's absolutely amazing and takes my breath away whenever I talk to her, and she feels exactly the same way I do, yet at the same time, Chris (ex-step-father (it's complicated.)) is starting to revert back to how he was two years ago (he use to beat me and my mum whenever he got into his blind rage, and as of lately he's been getting a lot more angry, a lot faster, and is taking my mum to court over custody over my half-brother Aiden,) Emily, a girl I use to go out with, recently went into the ER after cutting herself to the point where her boyfriend Jake had found her unconscious on her bathroom floor, this happening maybe 10 min after she had got off the phone blaming me for everything that's hurt her as of late, and a couple months ago my closest childhood friend William was in a very, very bad car crash, but he's stable and going through physical therapy (aka learning how to walk again. ._.) So, yeah, how about you?

And yeah, I'm gathering people to work on it.

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~Jaicei

Mar 29, 2009, 1:28:30 PM

Shit. That's more than anyone should have on their shoulders, but I'm certain things will get better for you soon. I hope you don't feel guilty over your ex, that kind of behavior is caused by underlining problems, not anything you could have done. Do what you have to do to protect yourself and your mother and try to focus on that girl you like, it's wonderful someone you're so fond of returns your feelings.

I've been fine, things are always pretty subdued around here. I've been a little under the weather but I'm much better now.

Give my best to William.

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~0047AB

Mar 30, 2009, 10:54:34 AM

Yeah, I dunno, 'cause at first I did feel guilty over what Emily did and such, but after talking to a couple of my close friends about it and such they pretty much forced me to realize there was absolutely nothing that I could have done. Jake's making sure she goes to therapy now and such, so I guess something good did come out of it. Mhm, it's amazing to do just the simple things with her, so very lucky to have her. :]

Dammit, what's with everyone I know being sick all of a sudden? D: Get better faster Jaicei. I'm sick as well, no clue what I have but it's progressively getting worse, so yay? lol.

I'll be sure to. He's getting better, slowly but none-the-less, and it's funny talking to him on the phone every time he calls, since he acts like absolutely nothing has happened. Dunno if he's purposely doing that to block it out of his mind, or if that's just how he is now (We haven't really talked since I moved away from Cali, when I was like 9 or 10.) So, yeah.

Ooo, btw, I'm going up to Columbus, Ohio in June. Dunno why I wanted to tell you that, but yeah, now you know. lol

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~Jaicei

Mar 31, 2009, 5:23:53 PM

I got over my bug pretty quick, so hopefully you will too. Columbus sounds interesting, I've never been in that part of the country so you'll have to tell me how your trips goes when you go. c:

I'm glad she's getting some help, a lot of the time all a person in that situation needs is some time to remove themselves from their situation and just have someone to listen.
I'm envious you've been able to stay close with with your friend, I've always been horrendous about keeping in touch over distances. Heck, I still feel bad about relationships I've lost track of from years ago.

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